Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Back to preschool...

i worked in special ed preschool for 3 years, this year at the beginning of the school year i got put in 1st grade since there were not enough kids in preschool to have a 3rd person , i was a little dissapointed to not be with my cute little kids, hard as they were i loved being in there. well of course i got settled in my new position with a little boy that is hard a lot of the time but so cute and sweet and i have become very attached to him as he has to me. i love the 1st grade class i am in. the teacher is very firm but never ever yells and is very structured which i also like. i have learned a lot from her. she gives me a lot of jobs in her class like grading papers, checking for homework every day, doing sharing time with the kids and walking around the room to help with work all day all while helping my student.
the VP came to me and said that they needed another person in preschool and that she knew i loved preschool, and would i like to go. what a decision. it took me about 4 weeks to build a raport with my student, i wanted to do what was best for him. i talked a lot with the special ed teachers and together we all decided it would be best for me to go to preschool. my student (i cannot name him is why i say student) has become very attached as i said and sometimes that becomes dependent which is not what we want and 7 of the preschoolers are coming up to KDG. next year so i would move up with one of them next year and make that transition smoother.
today i was sad in my class, i gave the teacher a heads up that this might happen and she was not happy so i hate to tell her i am leaving. i really hate to leave that class. i then saw my coworker from preschool and she gave me a squeal and a hug so then i was happy. a lot of mixed emotions! i won't move until the end of the month but i will be sad to leave 1st grade!
i texted matt and told him i was sad, he said in 1 week back there you will be loving it! hope so!
SO...back to preschool where i know the math!!

5 comments:

wannabeinhawaii said...

I totally understand. I thought when they asked me to move to 3rd-5th I would hate it. But, now when I think about going back down to k-2 I don't think I would want to. You learn to love each age for a different reason I guess. I am sure you will be happy wherever you are and you can always pop in and visit.

Darah said...

hahaha, well I'm glad you'll know the math there:-)

I totally see your dilemma though, because it would be hard. I like my job here, but an administrative assistant position opened up at UVU in the same building I worked in and I'm so tempted to apply for that one. I think it would be so fun to work with the preschoolers though and it would be hard to leave when a student is so attached to you, but I guess sometimes you have to let them learn on their own. Such hard decisions to make! Good luck and I bet the preschoolers will be so happy to have you!!

LANEA said...

OMG I'm seriously contemplating teaching or getting my teaching certificate after I grad in December. I want to go to law school, but teaching sounds more rewarding :)

U'i and Kahana said...

aww. im sure it'll be hard for you to leave, but you'll be happy once again with your preschool kids in no time im sure :)

Holly said...

All I can say is that whoever has you as their teacher is very very blessed:)