last night i asked her if she wanted to sleep in ki's room and she said yes. so i got her all tucked in and started being sappy mom- or aunty, and telling her how when she used to come when matt was in Iraq she used to sleep in bed with me, then she slept on a futon on my floor and now she was sleeping all alone and that she was getting too big. i think i worried her and when i got to the door she said softly, aunty kelly, i want to come with you. so we put a futon on the floor in my room and she slept there. maybe she's my baby for just a little bit longer...
for nikki: i miss you, love nellie