This is My Space

I have been wanting to start a blog for a while but my teenage children weren't in support of this,I guess they think that the whole blogging/myspace/facebook world is just for them and not for adults. well after many friends putting up their blog and seeing how fun it is to keep in touch, share thoughts and pictures i decided it wasn't up to them. This is My Space. It is for me, if anyone would like to share in it i am happy, if not it is for me. As for my address i have been in Young Women's at church for the last almost 5 years, Sister and Brother are how church members address each other with respect. Since they are teenagers and everything gets shortened i have come to be known as Sis Bish (and everything else i wanted was taken) which i love and see as their affection. So here starts my world of blogging, boring or otherwise. This is MY SPACE.

As for me, i am currently in a state of limbo.i don't know what i want to do. i went back to work for a little while this past year in a special ed preschool and it was a great experience but i missed being at home, working out, walking the dog and getting stuff done. my kids are getting so old and i think it's time to do something else besides just being a mom but first of all i worked for 13 years after getting married and i think matt feels it is his gift to me to not have to work which i appreciate but also get bored sometimes. but second i think my children are somewhat still in need of a mom, whether they will admit it or not and i feel like i still have some time before i have to start something completely new like school or work. what do i want to be when i grow up? that is just as hard of a question when you are older as it is when you are younger. for now i am enjoying the summer with both kids home and just hanging out, hawaiian style.