oh how i wish i could look like this. i actually did once. i entered a fitness contest by EAS. of course i didn't win anything but a certificate but i looked the best i ever have. it was so hard though, constant training. i just don't think i have that in me again. today we were at the gym after a long break. matt was sick for almost a week , then went to chicago and then i was sick for a few days so it has been a little while. it was hard to get back into it again but mostly i just felt bad for my husband. i am such a whiner. he has me do these bench press things but you bring the bar back toward your nose, i am scared to death i am going to break my nose so i make matt put his hand over my nose to catch the bar if i drop it. he tries to get me to do pull ups, i fail miserably, he works harder than i do helping me. i wish he had a wife like on the cover of this magazine that loved to work out, looked hot and had a similar passion that he did for excersize, it would be a lot more fun for him. over spring break i plan on getting in better shape with lots of aerobics. i want to be a hot sexy super mom like the cover of the magazine promises:)! it's wishful thinking but you gotta have dreams right?! i am grateful he will still take me with him. i was really good at sit ups today with him handing a medicine ball to me and me handing it back, gotta find your strengths!
