Sunday, September 27, 2009

well i am not obsessed anymore...

OK so it's been a while and i usually blog much more than this - I KNOW! so for my mom i am coming back so i don't get phone messages about blogging! but i guess there are a few reasons i haven't been blogging.
1. my camera took a while to be fixed and i hate doing post without pictures, i think it is boring. i guess while it was gone i kind of got out of the habit.
2. i was trying to be on the computer less and when i got back from utah i started working all day and it all kind of just went together that i was hardly on the computer anymore.
3. i have been in a little bit of a funk. so more on all of that...

*my camera came back it was about 160$ to fix, before they were giving me a 60$ estimate for the lens which was not what i was asking to be fixed so they sent the estimate for the camera and fixed it. then it came back and was working and then it wasn't. i was sad. caleb was playing around with it and got it working but i am not sure if i should send it back again i don't want it to be unreliable so i am going to see how it goes this week.
*i was asked to do a long term sub in a fully self contained classroom. 4-5th grade special ed. i have subbed in this class before but being there permanently is much different. it is a very hard class, i love the kids but their learning and their disabilities are much harder than preschool. a lot of the day is spent disciplining or bribing or prodding them to do the work they need to get done. it has been hard and i have to admit i have been coming home in a little bit of a bad mood. i was only supposed to be in there until oct. 5th for fall break so i just have this week left. i was offered a position in preschool for half day. i am going to take it but am hoping it is a good fit. i miss my class from last year.
* my funk- i am not sure what happened. for a little while i was so tired. i haven't been working out or doing much of anything . i wasn't sure if i was so tired from working or what. i was getting a little dizzy, feeling like i was forgetting things, my eyes were bugging me i just wasn't myself. i was going to make an appt. at the dr. and then things started to get better. i am hoping that i can get out of this funk or we have been looking into naturopaths to see if all my levels etc. are normal. who knows, it's always something with me!
so there you have it my absence from blogging story, did you really want to know all of that? i doubt it?! ( it also seems to me that others are a little slow on their blogging too, no?)

2 comments:

Juli said...

Hey, I DID want to know all that =). Sorry you were feeling funky =(. Hope you're doing better. Sounds like you've been busy!

Live Well, Laugh Often, Love Much said...

well, you know my neighbor's kids and they are in special ed. Having them over to play with my kids can get stressful. Sometimes they do things that I don't want my kids learning so I have to send them away more than I'd like to. Kudos to you! I believe you when you say it's hard work.

Glad your feeling a little bit better.