motivation?!

I need it! i don't know how i got so out of the habit of working out! or what i really need to know is how did i get into the habit in the first place? i have not worked out at all for months~ months! like maybe 12:) i know that is a year but it sounds really bad to say a year.

i walk baxter every morning for a half hour and then around the block at night but i am not kidding myself that that is enough excercize but at least i move at some point during the day.

the first thing matt said to me when ki got engaged is "is your daughter's wedding enough motivation to work out?" i thought it might be but so far turns out not so much!

i was going to do it during spring break, i did it one day and then planned wedding stuff the other days. i was going to go to yoga but stuff came up.

i have to do it. for my health, for my flab for my mental status and for my husband.

what now??!!

oh and p.s. spring showed up! it is so nice. even a little hot but i won't complain. can you tell i am a fair weather friend!