tears

as we sit and ponder about today it is just feeling worse and worse. we realize things that we had and that are now gone. i bought a ring with my first paycheck when i was 16 and have had it ever since. kiley loves vintage looking jewelry and this ring had a lot of scrolling and the initial K engraved in it so i gave it to her, now gone. my mom gave me a diamond pendant for graduation that i had been meaning to get a new chain for, gone. we both had charms that were given to us, one from my sisters wedding and mine from when ki was little. i also had a charm bracelet as did ki with charms from many different times. it is just all centimental. i really don't think i am a materialistic person and i know it is not the end of the world but it is very difficult. ki has really been beaten up. she has lost a lot and she is really sad. this is really for my sadness and venting so it may keep coming...